I've made an appointment with the cardiologist - I have temporarily stopped most meds until I see him. And I'm back down two pounds this morning...it's better.
A friend sent me an old picture yesterday. (See right.) It took me off guard...I recoiled - I didn't like it at all. In fact, I used the word, "hideous." She told me she didn't see that at all - in fact, the people who know and love me would never see that. And that she saw someone trapped inside trying to get out.
It's amazing that the only person I am shallow enough to react to how they look is me - I would NEVER dream of doing that with someone else. I have always responded more with my heart than the mirror - unless I'm talking about myself. I think it's time to change that. So, no more shying away from cameras - I am who I am, and I'm heading in the direction I want to go.
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