I purchased my jeans on August 6 - and last night at church, more than one person commented about my "baggy jeans." I can't decide if that makes me happy, or sad. Happy - for sure - because it means I'm still losing and it is still showing. But sad - absolutely - because I LOVE my jeans - I would live in them all the time if that were feasible - and it made me realize that it doesn't make sense to spend a lot of money buying clothes - because I am still changing size and shape.
A good friend is making a belt for me - it's been ages and ages since I've had a belt - so I am looking forward to that. And maybe when I get the belt - I'll be brave enough to actually wear a shirt tucked into my jeans. I'm sure I can make the jeans work, for a while, anyway.
Another brave thing I'm considering - it's time for another picture, so I am seriously considering having it taken in my bathing suit. I haven't decided yet - so I might chicken out - but I'm trying to be open and honest about this whole process - so look for it.
I have another cardiologist's appointment tomorrow, and will be taking the day off work. I'm not sure when / if I will get to post tomorrow.
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